17 December 2010

yesterday...what actually happen!!?

actually,sje ak nk cite kat kowang yg sbnarnye ap function ak tulis blog nie....ak nk jdikan blog nie mcm tmpat ak luah prsaan la ...ak dh bwt slh bsr sbnarny,,,,ksalahn yg mnyebabkan parent ak kcewe cgt2....tp,ak xtau la knp..mse ak bwt slh tue...ak xase brslh pon..ak juz ase bhgie sgt2...bile tyme kite BRCOUPLE!hakikatnye kwn2....brcouple hnye mndtgkan kkcewaan yg lbih dr kebahagiaan yg kite crik......ak tau rmai mmbe ak yg brcouple d luar sne...trmasuk besfren ak skali....tp,skali bile kowang dh rse ap itu break n clash,kowang akn ase stu ksakitan yg ....PERGHH!!!!!mmg xley nk explain by words....ase mcm diri kowg di tipu oleh si die...sume yg kowang bwt, kowng akn ingat kenangan kowang brsme....tp,lpas ak dh break up,ak dh xde tmpat nk mngadu slaen kwn2 ak yg baek aty...tenkiu ak ucapkan kpd..(IKAQ,WANI,HANIS,YANA N AHDA)coz dh bnyk sgt2 mmbantu ak....tp,ap2 pon..ak nk gtau kowang sume yg...ksalahan yg kte tanggung itu xkn jdik burden agy ble kowng dh ready utk declare ap yg kowang dh bwt..mtk maap kat pehak yg spatOtnye...hehehehe...itu lah yg ak bwt...ak pegi declare kat parent ak sal ak brCOUPLE!

btw,ak tau yg parent ak akn mrh...silap arybulan,lau ak kat umah...msti dh kne balun pnye....tp,ak dh mtk bpak ak jnji yg dy akn dgr dlu mslh ak...then bwu ak ksik dy tyme utk ckp....tp,ak dh ready utk sume pOssibility...ak tau yg dy akn caci ak...tp,ak dh ready n thn utk sume yg spatOtnye ak dgr...cz ak dh sdar yg tue mmg slh akk pown....so i deserve to get that caci-maki....!!!tp,yg peliknye mmbe2 sekalian,bpak ak juz diam...xkate ap...malah sore dy sgt lmbut...no more caci maki.....i think that he is the biggest comfort in da world at that moment!^.^  sbb dy pjuk ak....dy byk cgt ckp ALHAMDULILLAH...sbb ak dh sdar n sudi crik dy utk luahkan mslh.....dy ucap trme ksh kat ak sbb nk citer probs ak kat dy...n SUMPAH!slame nie ak xpnh tau yg dy bwt solat malam utk bwt ak sdar antre realiti ngan fantasi...ak kne pk rasional...kne brpijak kat bumi yg nyate...brcinte ngan budk yg xpsti asal usulye...adlh bnde yg xrasional....bpak ak ckp..budk lelai lau umo 18,tpu la lau dy ckp yg dy sggup amek komitmen utk jge ank dara owg...kapel juz sje2 utk ske2!!!!

5 comments:

  1. hurmm.. frankly.. this situation is totally outta ma mind... i tot u wont do dat... nvm.. haha experienced wut.. u noe urself better than anyone.. juz keep strong.. not taking it as a big mistake.. but take it as an opportunity.. build ur life back.. as ur wish my dear...

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  2. tengz dude.....u r such a really guuud buddy!!...hekhek...mm,dh agk yg bella msti x expect kite mcmnie kn..?huhuhu...btw,tengz a lOt!!dO keep in tOuch ma dear....

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  3. ha3..bese la tu bush..at least ko dh merase lepas ni jgn buat lg dah..bapak ko diam je mebi sebab dye pon paham remaja mcm mane..kire ko dh berubah, bagus la 2! so, jage diri baek2..semoga ko dpt kejayaan yg cemerlang di dunia akhirat sahabat! =)

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  4. haha...akhrnyee aku jmpe blog bushra~
    ak dah follow..jgn lupa follow ak nyerr lak tau~

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  5. lek la amOi....hekhek..bush lam prOcess agy la...nty bush fOllow..dun worii..^^

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